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Hello my brightest star!

How are you doing today? I do hope all is great! Darling, when I was laying on the bed this night and trying to fall asleep, I felt so lonely as I've never felt before. I embraced the pillow and cried because I needed you so much! I needed you to stroke my hair, and tell me "oh baby, I love you, I love you so much, I'm here with you, honey, and it'll be so always. Come on, babe, see... I'm here, sitting by you, hugging you and we are not apart, we are together, sweetie, I won't leave you, don't cry... I do love you!..." And I laid so for almost all the night and when I fell asleep at last, I woke up many time because I've seen nightmares and there weren't you near me to calm me down or just to press myself to you when you are sleeping beside, to feel your warm and feel so good because you can give me all the calmness of the world... I love you my only one and I'll love you for eternity... Honey, may be it's funny and weird, but it's the paradox of Russia, when people can live on such small salaries when their expenses are larger than their income. And at this time, they don't borrow the money from anybody. I can't explain this straight, because people here themselves don't understand this. :-) Oh, by the way, I told you about the salary in USD, it's about 1500 rubles. The cost at the agency for my documents is 400 USD and about 1300 USD for the round trip tickets (the price for it depends on what airport I'll fly to and what date I want to fly on). Please, tell me the nearest airport from you. They will do for me the travel visa (form B-2) for 6 months, but you know, I can stay with you for all my life, if we get married and fill some forms at the Embassy. Regarding the situation with my friend who left Russia for the US, she also got the travel visa. I don't know at what agency she has done her documents and I can't ask her now because she's in France now, having their honey month, so she haven't been writing me for a while and I don't know when I can receive her letter because they were going to stay in Paris for a half of the year, because her husband was offered by work there. But I know some people who used the help of this agency and were successful, so I trust them. Harold, I'll try to call you tomorrow, please, write me your phone number. May be I could borrow the money for the call from my parents, but I won't have much time to talk :-(( Honey, thank you for your suggestion for help, but I know that the system with checks doesn't work here. Don't forget, Russia is backward poor country :-)) I have seen TV advertisement about Western Union... I don't know what it is exactly, but they said that it's the best way to transfer the money all over the world, may be we could use it? I'd like to talk to you in messenger one day, but I don't want to bother my friend much, so I can't talk long and often, may be once or twice a week, is it ok? I would be happy to see you and hear your voice! My friend doesn't have the camera, but she does have the mic (hmmm... sometimes it works very bad, but I hope all will be well) Darling, you are always in my heart and in my mind... I love you madly, deeply, sincerely, truly, dearly.... With all my heart and soul