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Hello my friend Julie

I am very glad to see your answer. It's good that you're alive and well and in a good mood And now I'm a little upset..... Since I'm here all day today, I'm watching the news. I am sure that now every citizen of Ukraine wants to see in the news the words, that the war is over and that the authorities were able to agree. Since we, ordinary residents, suffer a lot, we are tired of the constant fear for our lives. We are tired of fearing for the lives of our loved ones. It's very hard to live here. There is not enough food and medicine. Clean drinking water too. There are long queues in pharmacies and stores. There are a lot of armed people walking around. And it is unclear who they are and what they want. Living here is really very hard and very scary to become. The closer the front line is to us, the scarier it is. I can't put into words what's going on inside of me. I'm so scared that I want to leave here. But for now, my work supports me. Because if I leave, then I will leave my workplace. And for this, immediately dismissal and without the possibility of recovery. I have to be here by contract. And I'm here. Although I think that if the situation continues to deteriorate, I'll quit and leave, because you can find a new job, but you can't buy a new life and you won't find it..... I have only one life..... What do you think? What do you think about all this? You know, I think, you and I are building a serious relationship. And there should be no secrets and omissions between us. It's very painful to talk about past relationships... to remember what happened, to stir up the past... it's always painful and unpleasant. But I think you should know the truth. And this should be said right away, at the beginning of our relationship. In order to take into account the mistakes of the past, in the future and not commit them anymore. There were several women in my life with whom everything was serious, as I thought, but it ended badly. And it's not my fault.... My last serious relationship ended more than two years ago. Rather, the most extreme relationships killed me so much that I decided never to meet anyone again..... It brought me such shock and stress that I only now, years later, dared to start a serious relationship again. That's how bad it was.... I don't want to go into details, I just want to say that alcohol destroyed one of my relationships, or rather an ex with alcohol. And the other, the most painful, is the betrayal of my ex-man... Although in this regard everything was fine with us, And we arranged each other in bed… She just said that it wasn't about me, but about him, that he was a woman and it was normal, for him to have several mens at the same time..... I didn't survive it and couldn't forgive..... I've been alone for a long time. My heart was terribly squeezed by the pain caused. From such an unnaturally low betrayal… At first I thought to live the rest of my life alone... but, as you know, time heals, and now it doesn't hurt so much. Over time, the pain has subsided, and I understand that it's hard to be alone. Both mentally and physically. I decided to make one last attempt, and find my masculine happiness with you. I hope you won't let me down and we can create a good relationship with you. On mutual understanding and honesty! And if something does not suit, we will immediately discuss this issue! Do you agree with me? Don't keep it to yourself! And immediately discuss everything! And look for a way out!!! And such a relationship in the future will help us become a strong, loving and respected couple. I hope you heard me and won't make the mistakes that other women have made, I mean about cheating, idleness, drunkenness! What do you think?

Are you ready for such a responsible step? Tell me what you think about all this. And tell me your story of betrayal from life! Ok? So that I can also draw the conclusions I need. About how to behave and how not to behave next to you in the future. I'm sure you have something to say to me! I am sending my photos, and I am waiting for your answer and your photos Your friend Benson!