Reports :

-Original Message-
As usually I was expecting your letter with impatience and I'm happy to receive it! I hope you're not against my callang you a tiger? My frinds at work say I became absent-minded as if I had fallen in love. I don't know what to tell them bacause I don't completely understand me myself. I can't think about something else but you. Gavin you've really became a part of my life and I can't imagine my life without you now. I won't live without you I'll just survive somehow. My feelings to you are really very strong I want you to know this. I'd love to meet you to talk to you face to face. It differs a lot from correspondence you know. My brother always ask about you. He knows that I wonna be with you and he wants it too. He wishes happiness to me. And to you of course. In yout letters I find smith I couldn't find in other men . Every time I receive your letter I feel much happier than before. I can't help thinking of you. You're so kind, intelligent and understanding... I admire you but in letters I can axpress nothing. I feel I'm so poor at english. Recently my brother asked me if I had gone to the marriage agency but I anawered thee were no need in it because I had already found a man I wonna be with. He says you're a reliable and honest person and I could be happy with you. I must ask you one question. Do you consider our relationships to be steady? I want it so much! You have to understand me correctly, I don't mean taking you for granted, no. I want to be confident in you. It doesn't mean that I don't trust you. Just tell me what you feel about me. My hear beats harder when I think of you . I thinkI'm becoming like a crazy little girl raving love. First I was afraid to confess in it. I thought you would laugh at me learning it. I mean my feelings. Because I know nothing about your feelings. You may say don't know each other well enough but during our correspondence I began trusting you. I don't keep my feelings inside coz I see you won't deceive me. Even if I tried, I wouldn't be able to do it. Now I'm not shy to confess - I'm in love with you Gavin and I'd love to spend my life with you. I felt ill at ease telling you it but I hope you won't break my heart.