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Letter 1

Hello my dear Stewart,
I was so happy to receive your letter! Reading your words fills me with confidence—your letters make me feel like an unstoppable person. Since we met, so much has changed in my life, and I think it’s for the better. Before our meeting, I was just existing, but now I feel like I’m truly living. The people around me—my coworkers, friends, and even my patients—have all noticed the change. Everyone keeps asking why I look so happy!
Yesterday, I couldn’t write to you because I was on the road all day. I didn’t get to Kostanay until late at night, and by the time I arrived, I was exhausted. I just went straight to bed.
I’m so glad I went to Nur-Sultan. Even though I was anxious about the trip, I’ve returned with positive emotions. I’d never traveled for something this important before, so I was worried. On the way to Nur-Sultan, I didn’t talk to anyone because I was focused on the interview at the embassy. I was afraid something might go wrong or that they might deny me the visa. But thankfully, my fears were unfounded.
At the embassy, they didn’t give me a final answer right away, but I spoke to someone in the corridor who reassured me. They said that in two or three days, the embassy would contact the travel agency and then call me back to Nur-Sultan for the visa. So, I returned home feeling calm and hopeful.
Now, I just have to wait for the embassy’s response. After that, I’ll need to buy the ticket in your country, then travel back to Nur-Sultan to collect my visa and wait for my departure date. The second trip to Nur-Sultan isn’t a problem for me, though it’s not the most convenient option. I will need to buy the ticket in Kostanay from the travel agency, and I’ll have to fly out of Nur-Sultan because that’s where I’ll pick up the visa. It would be easier to fly from Kostanay, but to do that, I would need to stay in Nur-Sultan for a few days until the visa is ready.
I’m not familiar with Nur-Sultan, and the hotels are quite expensive, which makes me nervous about staying there alone. So, I’ve chosen a slightly less convenient but safer option.
I went to the travel agency today to update them about my trip, and they were happy for me. Unfortunately, the embassy hasn’t contacted them yet, but I’m hopeful it will happen soon. I think they’ll reach out tomorrow or the day after, and I can finally get the visa. I really hope this happens quickly so I can buy my ticket to come to you.
If I get the call in the next few days, I will buy the ticket with a 5-6 day buffer, just in case anything unexpected comes up.
Now, I need to go home and prepare for everything. There’s so much to do before I leave. I love you more each day, and I want to be with you more than anything.
With love,
Stella

Letter 2

Hi my dear Stewart,
I was so happy to receive your letter!
I’ve received my visa, but I can’t collect it yet. I can only pick it up after I buy the ticket in your country. I should be able to buy the ticket tomorrow or the day after, but only after the travel agency confirms that all my documents are ready for me to travel.
Every day, I think about our meeting. I know how it feels to constantly think about someone, and I’ve experienced that too. To get through it, I keep myself busy with other things. That’s how I’ve managed to live without someone special in my life up until now. I focus on my studies and spend time with friends.
Over time, I’ve learned to keep busy to avoid loneliness. But sometimes, I still long for companionship. I’ve come to understand that we can’t completely avoid loneliness, and sometimes I try to protect myself from getting hurt, as I’ve been hurt before. But life is unpredictable, and despite my efforts, things don’t always go as planned.
Even with all my caution, I’ve realized that life is too short not to follow what my heart tells me. I think it’s time to stop holding back and go forward, trusting in what I feel.
It’s strange to think that, if the Internet didn’t exist, I never would have found you. I would have continued living the same way forever. There’s only so much happiness I can achieve on my own, but with you, I know we could achieve so much more together. It would be amazing to stop dreaming about our future and start making it happen.
As much as I want to make our relationship work, I also know that it takes more than just love. There’s the practical side of life to consider—things like having a place to live, being healthy, and having a family. These things can’t be decided in a week, but I’m confident that we will figure things out together.
I like you very much, and I believe that we have the potential for something great and lasting. I think about you every day and wish you were here with me. I just need to be patient and wait for that moment when we’re finally together.
With hugs and tender kisses,
Yours,
Stella

Letter 3

Hello my dearest Stewart,
I have wonderful news to share with you, and I’m so excited! I wanted to call you and explain everything over the phone, but I was worried you might get upset with me or refuse to help, so I decided to write instead.
This morning, I went to the travel agency, and they told me I’ve been approved for my visa! Now, all I need to do is buy my ticket and travel to Nur-Sultan to pick up the visa before waiting for my departure date. I’m so happy! I can’t wait to finally see you in person!
I’ve been in touch with the ticket agency and asked about a flight to you. They quoted me 1033 pounds for a flight on September 6th, but that was too expensive for me. After some back and forth, we found a more affordable option—285 pounds for a flight on September 11th.
The agency wouldn’t hold the ticket without an upfront payment, and when I explained my situation, they initially refused to reserve it for me. But after a lot of pleading, they agreed. However, I was still short on funds, and the balance of 823 pounds was too much for me to cover.
I asked if I could pay part of it, and they agreed to let me pay 415 pounds, but I didn’t have that money. So, I had to make a difficult decision and pawn some of my jewelry to cover the cost. That was a hard choice, but I did it because I want to be with you.
I still need to pay the remaining 511 pounds by September 9th, or I’ll lose the ticket. I’ve done everything I can, but I’m still short. I feel guilty asking you for help, but I need your support to make this happen.
The clinic hasn’t paid me the money I’m owed, and they won’t give it to me for another month or two. I’ve been patient, but I can’t wait any longer. I don’t want to give up on meeting you.
If you can help me, I’ll pay you back as soon as I can. I know it’s a lot to ask, but I hope you’ll understand.
I’m sending you the details of my flight: Air Astana Flight, 11 September, 13:15 from Nur-Sultan (Astana) to Frankfurt, and then a transfer to London Heathrow.
Please forgive me for asking this. I’m just being honest because I really need your help.
I hope to hear from you soon.
With love,
Stella