Reports :

You know, Richard, sorry for delay with my answer, it's the end of month and I have much work which should be done before the beginning of next month. I think today was most exciting day in my life (smile). During many years I didn't have anything like that about my feelings and emotions. I got a chance to check my mail and write you an answer now. But when I saw your new letter in my mail box, I have been seating about 5 minutes, till I got brave to read it (smile). I don't know what I was afraid of, or why it happened. But I write you how it was. I read your letter very fast and only then I totally relaxed and began to write you an answer. All is fine here with me, my mood is the best, the weather is the same nice, my health is absolute good. Hope all this things are also fine with you there. Thank you very much for your new letter! Thank you for so good understanding of all what I wrote you in my previous letter! One more time you proved me, that you are the best, the kindest and very wise man, I ever know and meet! And I'm so happy that we have mutual feelings, I think its great happiness when such things happen and both people who have it are decent of it. Do you agree with me? That's why I hope you are not against that I want to speak about this feelings again in my new letter.

I want to start this conversation from an older time. At the very beginning of our acquaintance, I told you about my hard years of living with ex-husband and I also wrote you about my love story when I was in university and really had strong love for few years. So I may say for sure, that I know what is feeling – love. I know myself very well about it when I have this feeling. So in my last letter it were not just 3 beautiful words, its sincere feeling that I have for you now and I'm absolute sure about it. Yes, maybe somebody may say, that it appear too fast and can't be real, but I will argue with it. Since trough our letters I could learn you as a person, your thoughts, your life position and many other things. And during our communication developed step by the step, I understood that you are that man, whom I was looking for. Yes, maybe it was just a little bit more than 10 letters was written, but it were really nice and detailed letters for me to understand about what I feel to you. Now I understand that those my first short letter I wrote you - this was the most important deed in several years of my past life! Thanks to this, I met and recognized you, I fell in love with you and this feeling turned out to be mutual. And now I understand that you are my destiny! Our meeting was not accidental! You and I we both deserve this great happiness, this sincere love. Fate gave us a chance and we took advantage of it, this is great luck! Do you agree with me on this? I really hope that our communication, our feelings give you the same great joy and pleasure as it gave to me.

You know, now I can divide my life into what was before you and what became when you appeared in my life. Yes, now this is actually just the very beginning of my new life, but my intuition says that everything will be fine with us! Since as I told you already, I am sure that this love is absolute real! This exists not only in the texts of our letters; it exists in our hearts and souls! Do you agree with me? And now, new thoughts, new desires, plans begin to appear in my head. I cannot formulate this clearly yet. I think it will take me a few days to do this. But I understand that what we received through letters should be developed and continued further! And this will strengthen our feelings, confirm that we were absolutely right in everything. I would not want it to remain only in our letters for many next months. If so, then it will turn into a pen pal or remain just a strong friendship. Now I have a hurricane of positive emotions, desires and passions inside of me. And to show you some part of this, I promise to dedicate my next letter to this topic. I have never written to anyone such things that I plan to write you in my next letter. And it will take me some time to think about how better to do this. It seems to me that in the near future I will have to think as much as I have not thought in my entire life (smile). Well, I will also wait for your thoughts and ideas on this. Because now I am especially interested and important to know everything that is happening in your head and in your heart. I will just remind you not to be afraid to tell me absolutely everything! Any of your fears, doubts or questions. I can accept the truth and not be offended by it. Therefore, you can always tell me this and never hide anything. The worst thing that can happen is if you single-handedly make a decision regarding our relations, stop writing and disappear from my life. No, I have no any reason to think so! But as I said before, this is one of my feminine fears (smile). Because I love you so much that the fear of losing you is really my biggest fear. This concludes my letter today and I look forward to your reply! I love you very much, thank you for came to my life!