I am beyond furious, beyond drained, and beyond sick of holding back what I feel after everything I went through in my experience with Joshua Blair, because the more I think about it, the more the anger twists deeper into my chest and the more I realize just how much trust, time, and hard-earned money I lost because of someone who, in my personal experience, acted with complete disregard for honesty, clarity, and basic human decency, and every part of this situation still makes my blood boil to the point where I cannot stay silent anymore. I trusted Joshua Blair because I genuinely believed his words, his promises, his confidence, and the way he presented himself, and never in a million years did I think I would end up feeling betrayed, misled, and manipulated the way I do now. The emotional whiplash I went through was unbelievable — one moment I felt hopeful and reassured, thinking everything would go as promised, and the next I was left staring at my screen in disbelief, waiting for replies that never came, watching messages go unanswered, watching explanations turn into excuses, and excuses turn into silence, which is one of the most humiliating and infuriating things a person can experience.

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The anger feels like a weight pressing on my chest, especially when I think about how easily the communication broke down the moment the money was involved, how quickly the availability vanished, how rapidly the responses dried up, and how I was left feeling like my concerns didn’t matter at all. And what drives me insane is imagining how many others might have gone through the same emotional mess, the same frustration, the same sense of being disregarded after placing trust in a name that gave them hope at first. I look back at every message, every promise, every reassurance, and I can’t help but feel like none of it meant anything, like it was all part of a performance meant to win my trust long enough for me to let my guard down, and that realization is infuriating beyond words. When someone takes advantage of your trust — or even appears to — it isn’t just a financial blow, it’s a personal one. It makes you feel like you were targeted, like your good intentions were used against you, like your willingness to believe in someone was exploited, and no one deserves to feel that way. I want this to be loud, clear, and impossible to ignore: my experience with Joshua Blair was one of the most frustrating, emotionally draining, and infuriating situations I have ever dealt with, and I don’t want a single other person walking blindly into the same storm of confusion, silence, and disappointment that I went through. Every time I think about it, I feel the same wave of anger rush through me — anger at the loss, anger at the disrespect, anger at the way communication evaporated when I needed it the most, and anger at the fact that I put trust in someone who, in my experience, didn’t value that trust the way a decent person should. And let me be extremely clear: this is my personal experience, my personal truth, and my personal emotional response to what happened, and I have every right to express the anger, frustration, and heartbreak I endured. If this message helps even one person pause, think, or reconsider before trusting too quickly, then everything I endured becomes at least a little less pointless. Because no one deserves to feel powerless, no one deserves to feel ignored after reaching out for answers, and no one deserves to sit with the sinking realization that their trust was placed in the wrong hands — and based on my experience, that is exactly how I felt dealing with Joshua Blair. I will not stay silent, and I will not sugarcoat the emotional impact this had on me. My story is mine to tell, and I’m telling it with every ounce of the anger, disappointment, and exhaustion I’ve been carrying since this happened.