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-Original Message-
Hello my sweetheart, I was so happy to finally hear your vice and though our conversation was only for a few moments, I was really happy to talk to you.You know it is very hard to call abroad because the connection is not so good. I will be trying calling you every day until we meet, my honey Phil. So, howare you today? I'm ok. I got tired a little because I was at the agency and we had a lot of paper work. Thinking about you all day long made me feel better. You know, I am counting the days till our meeting and I know that all we do is right though to tell you the truth I am a little nervous because we have never meet in person before.I'm afraid you may be disappointed and I don't want that to happen. I care about you alot. And we have never met in person. I feel you when you write me. More then any person I have met in person. I know we have a connection, I just don't want to dissappoint you. You are so sweet and tender. I want you in my life. I just want to work through all of the obsticles in our way. I know it is worth it. I want to feel your touch. I want to kiss your lips. I want to look into your eyes. I want to explore every inch of your body. Ah, bad me! You asked me about my favourite animal, well I like most of all cats, I mean all cats domestic pets and wild cats. They are so graceful, their eyes are bottomless. Cats are wild and tender at the same time... Ok, enough about cats. Let's talk about you. Phil you have filled my life with joy and love. I think of you all the time. There is no other place I would rather be then in your arms.I want to hear voice. I need this. By the way on Wednesday I will be in Moscow at the Consulate in the morning, I will have an Interview about my visa and you know what? I feel that everything will be great and all I can pray and dream about is you. I want to touch your warm arms, hug you... Strange but you really changed my whole inner world, you changed me. I was a doctor, but now I am also a woman. Loving woman.... And I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart, Phil!! In love and devoted, with millions of most tender kisses you have ever had!!!